Hello all, It's me again. Baddash. You remember, Baddash? Well I posted a journal awhile ago about why I went on an extended break. Well here I am again. Same M.O. well the reason I m posting this is because sadly I rarely come on here anymore. I have to admit that most of that is because I stopped drawing for awhile. I lost the motivation. I hate to admit that I felt like nothing I was doing amounted to shit. Sadly the same applies to my acting as well. I was very depressed for many years and Art helped me feel better. But as I started to do more acting, assuming that I would get immediate praise and accolades... well I just stopped trying.
The reality is, I lost myself. I recently broke ties with my old friend who kept breaking my heart. I fought a few fires. Hell I even lost 40 lbs. I began to see what was important to me.
So that being said. I am heavily considering opening a new Deviantart. Maybe a new Tumblr as well. This all stems from the fact that I have stopped acting in general. And I started getting paid for my artwork. That being said... IF I do, do that. or if not. I implore all of my friends on here. Some who honestly I haven't spoken to in almost a year, I ask you to follow my new stuff. where ever it may be. I have a facebook page that I have been posting on recently. I will link to that. If you would like you can find me on there as well and add me. We can talk about Jesus, or some other stuff. I don't fucking know yet! I'm spontaneous. www.facebook.com/RedbeardGraph…
Also Sad to say as of now Mortimer's Clinic is Dead... But I am considering reviving it. Maybe as a novel. No clue yet.
So that's all friends. I hope this finds you well. If it doesn't and you just hate my guts... well that's reasonable too. I guess... I still like you though... or some soppy shit.
Regards to yo momma',